Nihilism as base camp There is massive universal suffering going on and everything is just wrong in the world. Some people, like me, take the blue pill in order to escape the Matrix but stray to nihilism. I would like to become a bodhisattva but I've been stuck in dualistic nihilism. Maybe because I haven't yet been able to locate the hero aspect of myself. I keep trying to climb up the high mountain but always, after some initial success, eventually fall back to base camp Nihilism. I'm getting old and tired. Please tell me what do you think there is silly in that situation?